When a Fire Starts to Burn. Right? And it starts to spread

She gon' bring that attitude home

Who don't wanna do nothing, with their life

I don't even know what to write about this song, it's so good. It left me speechless. Speechless and dancing.

You ask me where I been? I've been everywhere

I drive fast, wind in my hair, I push you to the limits 'cause I just don't care

I wish. But I've been sleeping. And listened to Lana Del Ray on repeat. I've been doing that for about 11 days now, maybe even longer. I mean, it's still winter and all, but these past days have been especially wintery, as it has been constantly raining, at least for the parts I've been awake.

It's pretty much still raining but what can you do? I know, let's go shopping with the rest of the money I got this month. Yes. And then I did the only thing you can do in Malta without money. I went out.

Yesterday was a really eventful evening actually. I think I make up for all the adventures I miss when I'm sleeping, and when you only have a few hours in between work to pull off the adventures, well, I have a few pictures that would back up my theory.

I got a free pizza, simply by asking the dude in the pizza shop, theoretically, what I had to do in order to get a free pizza. He got kinda embarrassed when I suggested showing him my boobs, even tho I wouldn't do it for real(it's totally illegal in Malta), but he gave me a pizza anyhow.

I also felt the need to smuggle this piece of pizza into the nightclub so you can actually see inside my jacket that it was indeed pizza there last night. I also have pictures, and this is basically the closes thing I will ever get to kissing photos online.

And I cracked my phone. It was a small crack so no worries, but still. I could say "I'm never taking my phone out with me again", but to be honest this happened in the kitchen after I got back. Also, if you are not having your phone out with you, how will you approve that tag request on that Facebook picture of your butt at 2 AM? I guess we'll never know.

One thing I do know is that I love the free going out part, but to be honest the hangover costs at least a few recovery pizza's the day after as well, and somehow I cannot get free food when I'm sober. I have no idea how that is really working and I am too hungover to figure it out today.

But don't be acting like I need you, cause we poppin' like

I am really fucking sorry that I haven't been blogging lately. Not for your sake perhaps but because that indicates that I've been bored as fuck the last couple of days/weeks. Or, not directly bored, because I strongly believe that only boring people stay bored, but there is nothing happening right now, so I'm basically just lying in bed, waiting for April.

Sorry, I wish my days were a bit more eventful too, but hey, it's low season right now and that's cool. Key word: Cool. Fucking cool as in cold as shit. See you when I'm warm enough to go outside, clothing optional.

Because the thing is- I need to feel free. And free also means being free to wear whatever I want, at all times, which most of the time means nothing at all. When it's this cold all the time, I don't feel very free. I don't feel very free lying in bed next to my heater, and I certainly do not feel very free when I have to wear layers of clothing in order to go outside... Like, I'm I the only one who gets dressed underneath the covers?

I don't even see the point in blogging right now. Like lyfe is good, but boring as shit atm. I sleep, work and sleep some more. That's it. And looking at almost naked people on Tumblr. I'm not sure if that counts as a hobby, but I do that too sometimes. All the time.

I just want to be naked and warm at the same time,
and I don't feel like that's too much to ask for when you live right next to Africa. Seriously dude.

Sometimes I need to be alone, Bitch don't kill my vibe

I never feel lonely when I am alone. I mean I am aware that I am alone, but I don't mind. I like spending time alone. No one complains about the music when I'm playing my new favorite song for the 50th time that day, no one is distraction my thoughts about Pokemon, no one is complaining when I don't speak for hours at the time and I can just be, clothing optional and all.

But even tho I like doing all these things alone, I don't mind when I find a person I can do all these things with. You know, someone to be alone with. A person you can be silent with for hours but still never having an awkward silence with. More like an appreciated silence, or even an expected silence. Someone who you feel comfortable with even in your kitty pyjamas and when you are not in the mood to entertain anyone but yourself. 

One of my best friends is exactly this way, and telepathy is our main form of communication. Not kidding. We can be silent for forever then start laughing out loud of the same thing. She is probably the best person to be alone with and I feel that everyone should have people they can be alone with. Because being alone is great, but being alone with your bestfriend is even better.

Today I'm going to be alone alone, which I am kinda exited about. Also I'm sleeping all day since I'm working nightsshifts this week, and I am even more exited about that. 

I been working too damn hard to let you feel that way boo

Been listening to this cover of Drake's "Days in the West" for days now, and this girl Tinashe is the bomb. She has a song called "Boss" as well, and it has been one of my favorites since I first heard it in 2012, so I am super exited she is making more music now. She is like a little more clean, female version of The Weeknd, and it is working out so well.

Who you think you're talking to

I spent time alone long before I met you

These days lookin' like a dream since I've been on the road

Spendin' all my days on the west side oh

It don't feel the same on the other side no

Story of my life. 

Spendin' all my days on the west side oh

All I want right now. Long dresses, cool tattoos, cats, gold, someone who understands a thing or two about being happy alone, and of course the Sea, the Sea and the Sea.

Better be street if he lookin' at me. I need a soldier.

I've been playing this song for some time now, and fuck yes, this is so spot on. I hate setting requirements for people I would like to date, because there is too many good qualities out there to only date one specific one, but seriously, if you don't know what Odd Future is, then I don't see us dating for that long. Or at all really.

It's not that Tyler the creator is super relevant to my life or anything, but it says something about what kind of person you are. I also need someone that understands me, and with the amount of Rap lyric references I come with, that's pretty hard to do if you're only into Ariana Grande and stuff.. But it also gives me an great indication of your possible reaction to my "gangster rap made me do it"-tattoo.

Like, I haven't got one yet, but I am having one soon, and I would appreciate it if you would get the reference.

And to be honest, if you are only listening to mainstream music, or God forbid actually like Bruno Mars, well, we can be friends an all because I don't judge my friends for their bad taste in music, but you are not seeing me naked. Sorry.

My point is, I haven't been dating for so long that I all of a sudden have super high standards. Feels good. And I want someone more like myself if I'm ever trying this dating thing again. I mean, I'm not even sure if I want to date anyone, but I do know for sure that this person has to at least like Mac Miller, Wiz Khalifa and Snoop Dogg. Like this is a minimum requirement. Bonus points for Biggie, Kendrick and A$AP.

Too long didn't read? It's cool, this GIF pretty much sums it up.

What will be your Space Jam?

This kid.

Don't know what they mean, They're special, just for you.

I instantly like people that draw on themselves. Its like they come with a automatic stamp of approval and it hasn't been wrong so far. So when I found this picture, my first thought was "fuuck, I really have to like this person because she has the most ridiculous drawings on her legs that I've seen ever".

But then I found her page just now and I realized that I've seen a lot of pictures from her studio before, and I tell you, she has so many awesome pictures from her studio. Like can someone get me her life? Because all I really want to do is fool around in a art studio like this one.

But it's not only her studio that's great, her art is breathtaking too. It's like all these women has this intense presence in their expression and its sooo impressive when you can get that in a painting. Like fuuuck. That's hard enough to do in pictures but to paint it? Wow.

I really just want to go home and draw till I'm this good at it. Like see you never.