People have tried to fuck me over for years. They have been mean. They have judged. They have told me what I could and couldn't do. I worked even harder to get around the rules. Or just ignored them. Did a lot of that actually. They tried to keep my spirit down, but only managed to fuel my fire even more. Fucking noobs.
I stopped caring somewhere along the road what people thought and said about me, but I used to be pretty stubborn, so anything you told me I couldn't do, I did. Like that one time when I was around 7, and my cousin told me I couldn't stand on that thin ice on the lake we were at.
You didn't have to be a scientist to understand that no one over 2 kilos could stand there, but he told me I could not stand there and I wanted to prove him wrong. Ok, so I was only standing with one foot on the thin ice first, to show him that I could in fact stand there. But when he told me one foot didn't count, I voluntary went through the ice, just to prove a point. I almost drowned in order to prove a point.
No one tells me what I can and cannot do.
No one can ever tell me what to do. But still, something tells me that I need to find a bra if I'm ever going out today.
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